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Monday, 01 October 2012

  • Telescope (acoustic)

     

    I've been here a while
    Staring at this screen wondering what I'll write
    Things I can't explain
    But should've tried to say when I had the time

    You were inspiration
    When no one else believed
    You showed me strength in my skin
    That no one else could see

    Let's just keep driving on
    All the stars jumping in through the windows
    Let's go where we belong
    Headed fast as we can for the unknown

    I remember how
    Like a telescope you could always find
    (You could always find)
    Something worth a wish
    You said every day's a gift and we'll be alright
    (We'll be alright)

    And something took you from me
    I can't understand why
    But wherever you're resting
    (I'm carrying)
    I'm carrying your line

    Let's just keep driving on
    All the stars jumping in through the windows
    Let's go where we belong
    Headed fast as we can for the unknown

    You can stay there
    And it's not fair
    Those were the days when we laughed all the while
    When the fireflies
    Lit up our skies
    Those were the nights when the world made us smile

    My only hope
    You're my telescope
    My only hope
    You're my telescope
    My only hope
    You're my telescope
    My only hope
    You're my telescope

    (Let's just keep driving on)
    (Let's go where we belong)

    Let's just keep driving on
    All the stars jumping in through the windows
    Let's go where we belong
    Headed fast as we can for the unknown

    You can stay there
    And it's not fair
    Those were the days when we laughed all the while
    When the fireflies
    Lit up our skies
    Those were the nights when the world made us smile

    My only hope
    You're my telescope
    (My only hope
    You're my telescope)
    My only hope
    You're my telescope
    (My only hope)

    My only hope
    You're my telescope

     

     

    This song was written to say goodbye to my Aunt, Stephanie Murphy. We lost her to brain cancer last October and she was one of the biggest Yellowcard fans on Earth. The video has footage spanning the last 10 years of our career that Steph was a huge part of kick starting. She gave me so much courage and inspiration to go out and follow my dreams. I’ll be forever grateful. Enjoy.

    - Ryan

Friday, 24 August 2012

  • Aug. 24, 2012

    Wise, but miserable-looking senior man encounter.
    Overheard a woman comment to him, "nice day today."
    In which, he replied, "Everyday you wake up, is a nice day." and looked at me.

    Shortly after, I was starting up my car.
    He walked up to the driver side window, so I opened it.
    With a look of concern, he told me it was a sunny day so I didn't need my windshield wipers.
    Puzzled, I told him I simply hit the wiper switch accidentally as I was starting the car and switched it off.
    He smiled, and replied, "I was just giving you trouble to make you smile."

    While I was eating dinner, there was a toddler girl in a high chair next to me, that kept turning her back to look at me, wave, say hi, and offer food to me.

    Interesting being back in my hometown today and having the old and young, although strangers, cheer me up.
    Recently, felt like I wasn't welcome even in my hometown anymore such as when I almost got hit by a car while crossing the street I used to live at. (Great place to be killed.)

    Lastly, but not least, reminding me of the cat that got run over by a car before my very eyes and writhing as its life withered away, when I was driving home, I saw the same black cat I saw before (in the dark, I told it to look at me, in which it did, but its eyes didn't glow in the dark) about to cross the street, then start backing up and stared at my headlights, this time with its eyes reflecting back the light.
    Best to stay away from me, kitty. I only reek of smoke and death now... (Car accident which resulted in a total loss, second one acquired now)

     

Wednesday, 22 August 2012

  • Dream Teacher (Not that "Dream Catcher" Scam)

    As a Xangan, I feel it is my obligation to post this, even though I don't recall it too well now:

    Strange "Anime-like" dream. 

     
    Mum's friend wanted me to do her a favor by babysitting some kids. 
    Naturally, the kids liked me and wanted me to come back even though it was only a 1-day thing. 
    Unexpectedly, they asked if I would be back the next day and I had trouble telling them I wouldn't. 
    Of course, since she heard how good a job I must have done, "auntie" told me to come back the next day. 
    On the way for the 2nd day, I somehow got mixed in with a shady crowd and saw a Russian kid probably fall down to his death. (unconfirmed, out of sight)
    At the elaborate babysitting manor, I took a quick shower that early morning, when I heard a young girl calling for me outside. 
    With the image of what I saw earlier still fresh on my mind, I quickly went out, partially dressed/covered-up out of fear of what danger some kid from yesterday might have been in. 
    Instead I ran out and saw a teenage girl, stating that she was early for class and was just wondering where the teacher was. 
    Surprised, I went back and finished changing into a more appropriate attire before coming back out when more girls started showing up. 
    By talking to mostly the more enthusiastic girls, I found out the "class" I was assigned to teach English for was an all-girls international school from Japan, ages about 14-18. 
    Realizing the situation and feeling a little deceived and frustrated, I put aside these negative feelings and decided to just go along with it for the day before having a talk with "auntie."
     
    Just started playing Final Fantasy XIII-2 in which Serah is a teacher. If the Russian kid is Lightning, then I must be Serah... 
     
     
    (changed into something like this)

Wednesday, 02 May 2012

  • "Fall from grace"

    (Not meant as a religious, philosophical, or legal discussion.)
    Do you know anyone who has "fallen out of grace?"
    It's rare to see things in terms of "black and white" without shades of gray, but the black is pretty clear this time.
    The negative impact on personal life was already tolerated, but even the potential of impacting professional life as well, is where the line is drawn.
    I see this as more of a threat now, than simply a nuisance.
    However, it's not too late for this person, x, to redeem itself.
    But if this continues or worsens, then I won't hesitate to point my blade even at an old friend.
    I regard these types of persons as more of a threat or danger than a person who was purely your enemy the whole time.
    "No mercy even for friends, especially the traitorous ones."

    As for me personally, I feel that I've already fallen to the bottom, so there's only one way to go now. Karma works in interesting ways and I think it's finally about my time now.
    I think in life, there are two phases: destruction and rebirth, and I've already had plenty enough of the first one...

Friday, 13 April 2012

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